How can you not love this face?!

This has been a crazy week. Haydens sick. I had to take him to the hospital tuesday night because he had an almost 102 *F fever and just layed there looking at me not moving or anything. I waited three hours in the waiting room only to be told that they couldnt give him anything without him having any other symptoms. i went home with instructions to give tylenol and motrin every two hours to keep the fever down.The next day i was supposed to drive to lakeway to assist in the other office by myself bc everyone else either quit or had to go to san antonio for classes. I was so stressed. I woke up wednsday and hayden still had a fever. Jerry worked half day so i could drive to lakeway and do the deposit while he took care of hayden.

Thursday i was assisting by myself with a full schedule on hygeine. All day i was thinking of hayden and how he was doing. One time, wheni was consoling a little girl, my hand started to literally shake really bad. I was looking at it trying to make myself stop but it felt like i had no control. (mom said it was probably from stress) I got home with hayden, checked his temp and yes, he still had a fever, but it was only 99.6ish

Today i was, again, by myself at work but on the op side doing extractions and so forth. Thankfully half the op appointments didnt show up and martha was able to do them while i worked on hygeine. When i went to pick up hayden, his head felt normal and he had no fever. :) yay.

Im hoping this weekend is nice and calllmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Five months old!

Hayden was five months old on thursday. Woo!

Blue mondays

I wish i knew how to be a supportive friend. One of those friends who, if they see you crying or upset, automatically just grab you and give you the biggest hug possible. I always feel so awkward.

i wish i could express myself and my feelings without feeling like im making an ass of my self or sounding whiney.

I wish i wasnt such a pushover who just shrugs and laughs instead of standing up for myself.

I wish i could make others want to listen to the stories i tell instead of seeing them zone out and think about other things.

Trip to the Park

Sea World